I turn 30 this week, which makes me feel both old and grateful. Hey- I’ve made it this far! No, I’m not married (dodged a few bullets there); I don’t have kids (someday). But I do have amazing friends, the most incredible boyfriend (with the most loving, supportive relationship I can imagine), an awesome, loving family (including the best sister-in-law in the world…seriously, how did my brother pull that off?), and a kickass career. Oh- and two cute, wonderful dogs!
But…
It’s always there, the pain. It’s been much better since the injection (although, it gets gradually worse everyday as it wears off), but it’s still there.
So, how do I prove to myself that this pain doesn’t own me? That I didn’t get a spinal fusion just to sit around and wish I was one of “those people” with their incredible bodies and smiling pictures as they cross some random finish line at some random marathon?
I signed up for my first half-marathon. It’s on March 22, and I’m already nervous as hell. The trick has been building my body up to that mileage while managing the “good” pain and the “bad” pain (and knowing the difference). Everyone knows that running long distances requires some level of pain tolerance and mental fortitude. It’s a different beast than what I’m used to. I’ve always been a sprinter (literally). My body is built for explosive, short bursts of power. I’m muscular, with short legs and a long torso..not exactly the svelte, graceful marathoners you see gliding for miles and miles. And I have asthma. (and a spinal fusion, and a bad knee, and adjacent segment disease, and…and…insert excuse here)
And I can do this. To be honest, my greatest source of support and inspiration is my boyfriend. He’s an ultra-marathoner. He’s kinda a big deal (shhhh…don’t tell him). Seriously, though, he runs with me and gives me much-needed encouragement to keep going. He pushes me to go faster. He knows me well enough to tell me when to back off (I won’t slow down or stop myself; and I pay dearly for it later…he knows this too).
So what has been my half-marathon training plan? Here it is:
Happy Running! (…and wish me luck.)
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Good luck, Tarah. I have survived four marathons and seven half marathons and enjoyed every minute after finishing them and the months preparing for them. My favorite mantra for each race...start out slow and then fade.